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erm.. something been thinking for quite some time and oso some problems dat been facing by my fren… asking me comment bout it… it is alwaz not an easy comment to giv… dat something is bout dis thing call "luV".. my mind now driving me to write dis…

juz a short word BUT giv so da complicated to da ppl dat get involve in it… i think, all ppl should been thru dis right? at least luv a person… may or may not be 2gether… but luv is there…
getting involve in luv is not a easy to handle…. it involve not juz 1 side of da party… but is both of them… to hav a strong faith, trust, understanding, communication and so on… sound like easy? maybe is from da beginning is easy…. but wen u get along longer n longer, dis will sound more and more hard to work it out… some test willl happen… dis think is for sure…. but once u both manage 2 get it over, ur relationship will get closer… get to raise a lvl in ur relationship.. but is not easy to get it… is better wen facing anything… juz a small thing or big… no matter wat, better get face to face talk it clearly… so wont hav any misunderstanding happen… listen to both side… not juz u speak… coz u dunno wat ur bf/gf will think…

once u involve in it, is better be a lifetime… i noe is hard 2 say dat like now u ask a gal to be ur lifepartner, she will be urs thru ur entire life…. coz dis world NOW… is getting changing n changing… many couple nowaday din get to last long.. but not ALL is end like dis… maybe they haven noe da real meaning or luv and involve themself on it… some ppl now may c luv is a scary thing… dat no point 2 get themself being hurt… or even get hard to trust a person… but is not ALL is like dis… there will be a person, da right person there 4 u… u got to hang on to ur believe…

sometime a words will change everything… juz dis 3 words… "i luv u" will change da whole lots of it.. like saying to a person, if she reject, 1 is u might get hurt…. i think dat u can recover… 2nd is how she/he react after dat… will u n dat person no more dat closeness? den if she say yes… den now is da time face his/her parent liao… most hard hard… i noe dat luv is juz 2 of u… but parent oso got to like u right? most make ur head crack… really a not easy words… simple words but mean a whole lots of things… sometime should wait a right time to say…. but wen is da right time? or if u juz wait, he/she might not be so patient to wait 4 u or he/she not even hav a feeling to u… very confuse… sometime like, opportunite come once in a lifetime… wen u lose dis person, u dunno wen u goin 2 meet him/her again…. getting so many ?????? in head… dis is luv?… maybe diff ppl hav their own view on it…

luv is a very wonderful thing dat made by GOD… so, treat it as a lifetime treasure u got… treasure it wen u get it… dun lose it n u wont noe wat will happen next… dun juz simply treat it… is not easy to get involve in luv… so, treasure every single second wit da person u luv…

erm… after diploma liao… now in advance diploma in mehcanical engineering…. getting more & more hard liao… but by a glimps of my eyes.. ta da… end 1 sem oready loh… it seems like yesterday is my 1st day of college…. time really flies…

this sem i really do face a lots of problems… heart pain… struggles… all kinda stuff lah… but as time goes by…. i really do manage 2 get hold on myself of falling apart after all this things dat has happen to me…. manage to get back in line wit my life liao…. even hav a better way of thinking den last time of me… the old me has gone liao…. yeah yeah…. really happy liao… anything we do… is better do it wit happy happy loh… try 2 think happy so ur life wont so numb & manage 2 move on wit it…

i was from mechatronics engineering in diploma… unfortunally in advanced diploma… dun hav dis course… so decided to join mechanical loh… starting dis sem my aim is to get to know as much mechanical ppl as possible…. but… wat i get is almost my whole group A ppl i know them liao… was so so happy… knowing them is so frenly punya person… our yew yang tai lou… see jean kor kor… anything i alwaz find both of them coz i go anywhere oso can c them geh….

not 4getinh others mechanical ppl oso la… soli i noe who r u but i dunno urs name…. hehe… paiseh…. oso not 4geting my own mechatronics frens… now getting more closer to them…. which is ah loke, leong wai, kah voon, pang hoong, boon kuen,  & oso not 4geting our lecturer… mr steven… hehe…. he is da lazy distintion ppl i ever know… hehe… but he really hav da talent loh… so geng geng…. really nice getting to know them…. although they start bring me go dota liao…. study awhile den dota dota liao…. all my hsemate c me everyday go out early but coming back late… they sure say me study until so late ah… wow… a A in ur face punya student… i was trying to say i ta kei more den study oso no 1 believe… hehe… but i really do enjoy da time wit them loh… making fren like them is nice… not like some ppl juz to make fren wit u coz u got something they wan from u…. wen u din hav anything they nid, they dun even look at u… saying lan ci thing infront of u wen u got ntg they nid den wen in they nid ur help… they will lower down their volume den speak to u… so fake… 4 me, being a fren is not look on how they can help u or how clever they r… to be honest & dun lan ci…. hehe… oops, almost 4get… i created a lionel’s method which is "accept method" coz my sifu… steven, teach us den wen he not around i will oso take sifu place teach wat i noe geh… den wen till some Q i dunno how 2 explain it.. i alwaz will say to them… juz accept.. hehe… den i become the founder of "accept method" hahaha….

not 4geting oso… wei sen… dis sem really get to knw u better liao wor… u such a nice bro i ever hav… helping go through my problems… reminding me wat should i do… is to be really happy & not a fake happy wen face it…. thanks 4 everything ya bro… but dis sem wen exam time u din feel well… u so sick… i c u i oso feel sad… wanted 2 giv u a hand to help but dunno how… juz remember u in my prayer list…. hope u get better as soon as possible la….. take care ya…

my hsemate pulak…. erm, i oso dunno how 2 say… at home me alwaz in my room there din go out to communicate oso… me juz a nobody at hse loh… but, nice to talk 2 some of u geh…. im sorry wen i face to face talk i really suck… somemore talking mandarin sometime me duno how 2 speak it out loh… some words in my mind but dunno how 2 talk… coz my mandarin base is super da weak… ony start talk wen i go college loh… dats y u c my mandarin cacat geh… hehe…

erm… after looking back dis sem, kinda feel happy dat i manage 2 face the problems dat i last time couldnt face or accpet it… now i feel realise…. happy happy liao….. wont c me cry or sad liao…. hehe…changes does take place… & now changes is good 2 me… mummy… me big boy liao… yeah yeah….

dis my whole sem stuff loh…. abit here and there mix it up.. i think still got some gua… but not very tired liao… wanna go oik oik liao… i think dats all lah… thanks 4 u all frens…. happy knowing u all ya…. smile alwaz & be happy all da time…. take care ya… ta ta

tHiS tiMe oF mY bLog i WaNtEd t0 tALk b0uT mY w0NdErfULL wiFe i eArN fR0M mY eFfoRt… iS bEeN b0ut 5 yEaRs wE bEeN t0gEtHeR… i LuV hER vErY sUPeR mUch… dUn eVeN LeT aNytHiNg bAd hApPeN t0 heR… i w0Nt!! i aLwAz pLay wiT hER… witHouT faiL.. eVeRy i wiLL fiNd hEr t0 pLay…

wE mEet iN tHis shOpiNg c0MpLex iN iPoH… mY beLoVeD h0mEt0wN… eVeR siNcE dA 1sT tiMe i mEet wit hER, i n0e sHe iS tHe ONE… sHe wiT tHe HOT b0dy i eVeR seE b4… mAkE my EYE BIG BIG… w0w… LatER oN i mAnAgE t0 gEt hER… dAt m0mEnt wAs dA m0ST haPpy t0 hAv hER to bE wiT… yeAH yEAH… jUz g0t sO LucKy!! hApPy hApPy… eVeN wE sERvE iN cHuRcH sErViCe togEtHeR… mE aNd hEr wiLL mAkE a wOnDeRfULL swEeT MeLody… dA tiMe wE sPeND t0gEtHeR, t0 hArD tiMe We fAcE… rEaLLy mAke mE gR0W…

sHe aLWaZ wEaR hEr bLAck cLoThs… wEN i pLay wiT hER, i wiLL sLoWly uNdReSs hER… sEeiNg hER HOT boDY… aFtER dAT, giViNg hER a hUG… LiFtiNg hER cLosE t0 Me… dEN i sTaRteD t0 siNg & sHe wiLL pRoDuCe "sWeEt" s0uNd… aLtHoGh mY fiNgEr wiLL fEEL pAiN wEN wE "d0 it" foR a LoNg tiMe… bUt sHe fEeL gReAt… wit mY LittLe pAin CaN MaKe hEr hApPy i WILL coNtiNue t0 "d0 it"… aLtHouGh s0MetiMe… cAn sAy aLL dA tiMe fEeL hEr is VERy pAiN… bUt jUz c0NtiNuE d0… CoZ dA rEsuLt is niCe…. hehe… aFtEr i gEt HIGH & sHe oSo… wE st0p it… i wiLL tAke a piEce 0f cLoTh t0 cLeAn hEr… s0 sHe wiLL bE aLwAz s0 niCe… aNd dA nExt dAy, & dA fOLLoWiNg dAy, wE oSo wiLL d0 Da sAmE tHiNk witHouT fEeL boReD oF it… sHe w0Nt rEjEct mE eVeRytiMe i g0 tO hEr sAyiNg i WaNteD t0 pLay wiT hEr…

wE bEeN iN c0MpErtiTioN b4… wiT s0Me oF mY fRens 0so… is rEaLLy niCe exPeRiENce… sHe tHeRe wiT mE… i WaS s0 hApPy t0 hAv a WoNdErfULL wiFe LiKe hEr… tHaNk GOD…

LuV u aLWaZ mY bELoVeD wiFe…. mY guiTaR…. ^_^

s0rrY 4 aLL s0RroW iN mY bLoG =(…. f0Und it bAd p0sT dAt kiNdA tHiNg… hAv t0 cHaNgE!!! n0w… i ReALisE dAt tHiNGs hAs t0 cHaNge.. n0 mAtTeR wAt it bEc0Me, bEttER t0 aCcEpt it… f0R beTtEr Or w0RsT….. iN oUr LifE iS fuLL wiT pRoBLeMs… eVeN s0Me u DUN evEN wAt t0 kNow…. cAN u cHaNge iT? i dUn tHiNK s0 cAn lOh… jUz aCcePt iT… tAke it iN a siMPLe wAy… bEtTeR to mAkE pRoBLeMs iN a siMpLe wAy dEn jUz wit a sMaLL tHiNg u g0 mAkE it BIG… dEN tHis is LikE u mAkiNg pRoBLeMs uR oWn… gUeSs wAt… tHis iS dA tHiNg i LaSt tiMe aLwAz d0… fOoL 0f Me… eVeN LosT s0Me0Ne… hAiz…

afTeR rEaLiSe iT, i cHaNgiNg n0w… i tHiNk i d0iN a gReAt j0b… n0t LiKe LaSt tiMe tHiNkiNg LiKe "sAi LoU cHai" lu…. gRow fR0M miStAke.. bUt diS miStAke c0st mE t0O mUch… n0t iN mOnEy… wE aLL kNoW dAt wE cAnt cHaNgE tiMe rigHt? bUt 1 tHiNg wE cAn cHaNge iS dAT………. mAke oUr dAY mOrE hApPy & bEtTeR… wiT jUz DUN OVER THINK UR PROBLEMS….. hAv a SIMPLE WAY…. rEMeMbER t0 sMiLe aLWaz…. tHis tHiNg i aLwAZ ReMiNd mYsELf wEN fAcE hEaRt pAin & pRoBLeMs fAciNg…. tHiNk iT… siNcE u cAnt cHaNgE oR st0p it fRoM c0MinG… mAh as wELL fAcE it wiT a hApPLy LOH….. i kNow dAt u ALL miGht sAy tHis gUy jUz tALk 0Ny riGht? tALk iS fAR moRe eAsy dEN tAKe it iN aCtiOn…. gUeSs wHAt… i MaNaGe t0 dO it LiAo…. iM a NorMaL hUmAn beiNg sAme aS u aLL… s0 iF i CaN d0 it, i DUn fiNd aNy pRoBLeMs wHy u aLL cAnt LoH…. JuZ aCcEpt it… wHeThER dA rEsULt iS wAt u WaN oR n0t wAt u eXpEctED… dEN tRy 2 hANDLe it… sEtTLE it… u CaNt RUN AWAY fRoM pROBLeMs….

jUz bE tHaNkfULL eAch dAy u HaV rIGhT nOw…. tReAsUrE dA pErSoN u CaRe & LuV dA m0St… u dUn0 wAt wiLL eVeN hApPeN t0MoLo oR eVeN dA nExt sEc0Nd iN oUR LiFE…. s0MetiMe cANt bE wiT dA 1 u LuV…… jUz rEMeMbER dAt LuV s0Me0NE is nOt jUz bE wiT hE/sHe aLL dA tiMe & bE wiT hER fOr dA rEst oF uR LiFe, c0z u MiGht nOt hAv tHis cHaNcE…. aT LeAst gEt t0 kNow hE/sHe iS hApPy & tAkInG hIs/hEr LiFe wELL, dAt is g0Od LiAo….

i oVeRcoMiNg pRoBLeMs wit jUz siMpLe wAy & cAn hoLd oN mY sMiLe oN mY fAcE… iS a gReAt wAy t0 fAcE & mAke uR dAy n0t sO mO0dy…. hEhE… REMEMBER t0 sMiLe aLwAz LaH….. bE a joYfULL pErSoN…. wiSH aLL oF u hAV pRObLeMs & hArD tiMe, cAN mAnaGe t0 cHaNgE uR s0RrOw tO j0y… bE hApPy aLwAz… REMEMBER n0 mAtTeR wAt, tAkE g0Od cArE oF uRsELf so, hAv sTrENgtH t0 fAcE aNotHeR dAys… maKe uR dAy fULL wit JOY & HAPPINESS…….

w0w… tiMe rEaLLy fLieS… wANtEd t0 wRitE a tEsti 0N sUndAy geH… bUt latE liAo… hAiz… assiGnMeNt….
yEstERdAy… wAKe uP at 8aM… wiTH a hEaRt oF w0NdEriNg sHoULd i g0 cHuRcH oR c0NtiNue sLeeP… dEn i MsG mY fReN… hE wAs sLeEpiNg… bUt hE w0Ke uP at 8.40am dEn sAw mY msG… dEn fAst fAst sAy g0iN…. s0 deCidEd LiAo… g0 g0 gO…. i WaS tHiNkiNg it c0z i cAn sAy sUpEr LoNg tiMe diN g0 cHuRcH…. biT wEiRd fEeLiNg….

aS sTeP f0Ot iN dA cHuRcH, w0w… fEeL liKe laSt tiMe… fEeL liKe mY h0Me… sTaRteD wit s0Ngs… i liKe dA m0st is PrAisE & w0RshiP tiMe… wEn siNgiNg cAn fEeL dA pReSeNcE 0f GOD… w0w… wHat a gReAt fEeLiNg…. mAyBe i LuV mUsiC dA m0sT…. sTaRt sErViNG wEn i WaS f0Rm 3…. w0w, iN A gLiMs 0f eYe, n0w aLm0sT 5 yEaRs LiaO….. tiMe fLiEs… if giVeN a cHaNcE t0 sErVe aGaiN, i sUrELy sAy YES….

aLtH0uGh afTeR P&W pArt… n0w coMe dA m0st sLeEpy pArt… SeRMoN tiMe… duNn0 mE Lah… fEeL sLeEPy aLL dA tiMe WeN c0M t0 diS pARt… bUt stiLL cAN hANg 0N gEH….. hANg tHeRE 2 hRs…. dEN fiNaLLy… d0Ne… bAck h0Me…. wAs a vErY tiReD…. bUt niCe t0 gO bAcK t0 cHuRcH… dA fEeLiNg stiLL tHeRe… afTeR cHuRcH & dURiNg it… s0MehoW a j0yfULL, PeACe, hAPpiNeSs d0Es exiSt iN Me…. w0w, fiNaLLy f0Und mY LiFe is Not s0 SUCK aLtHouGh LoSt mANy tHiNgs & pRoBLeMs…. tHaNks GOD f0R giViNg mE h0Pe aGaiN iN LiFe… bRigHtEn uP mY dAys…. & aLso MaRtIn… wiTHoUt hiM i oSo w0Nt bE g0iN t0 cHuRcH… tHaNk yOu!! iS mY tUrNiNg p0iNt…

As c0MiNg t0 eND oF dA dAy, a fReN oF miNe LeAviNg 0So…. hAiz…. sEeiNg pPL WaLk aWaY t0 mE is A s0MetHiNg mAkE my HeArt m0vE oSo… fEeL sAd… aLtHouGh hE wiLL bE bAck afTeR 2 m0nTHs LiKe dAt…. mAybE cLoSe t0 hiM… wAt a gUy i aM… mE liKE diS Os0 "nG sAy tAk"… s0 eAsy hEaRt m0vE… hEhE… dAts ME>..

ERM…. gEttiNg Late LiAo… g0t t0 cOntiNuE aSsIGnMeNt-iNg aWhiLE dEN sLeEp… 2MoLo g0t 9Am cLaSs…. hAiz… tiMe nOt eNuf… s0 maNy tHiNgs hAvEn c0MpLeTe…. jUz hErE t0 sAy n0 mAtTeR h0ws uR liFe is, tHeRe iS stiLL h0pE wEn c0m t0 GOD… HE hAs a pLaN t0 n0t t0 HaRm u bUt t0 proSpeRoUS u… kEeP dAt iN miNd…. wiSh aLL oF u wiLL hAVe a bEttEr dAy aHeAd….

t0DAy.. aFtER mY m0rNiNg leCtUrE… g0t 1hRs bReAk…. n0RmALLy hANg aR0uNd wiT fReNs… bUt t0dAy aLL g0Ne duNno wHeRe…. i g0 n0 pLaCe t0 tUrN t0… g0 LiBrAry n0 feEL liKe it… s0, pLaN t0 viSit t0 mY oLd pLaCe LaSt tiMe g0… CITc… mY c0LLegE iNtERNet CeNtRE… wit tHe NeW m0niT0r, nEw m0uSe, kEyb0ArD, pRocEsSeR… n0t sURe rEaLLy nEw buT is n0t dA LaSt tiME dE LiAO… niCe oSo gEH… dA fEeL n0t dA sAmE LiAO… LaSt tIMe aLwAz g0 c0LLeGe eArLy iN oRdEr t0 seRvE Net t0 rEpLy fReNstEr & cHeCK mAiL… i nEvER beEn heRe siNcE mY pLaCe tHeRe g0t sTrEaMyx… bUt aLm0sT aLL dA tiMe Lag… haiZ>….
n0w tHiNkiNg bAck dA pAsS tiMe wEN i wAs iN hErE… bUt tHe fEeLiNg d0eS cHaNge… mAybE da pERs0N dAt i aLwAz cHat iN fReNsTeR diN mUcH haV tiMe rEPLyiNg Me… tiMe fLieS… tiMe pAsS… cHaNgeSe tAKe pLaCe t0 U & oSo t0 Me… LiFe cHaNgiNg.. f0R mE, LeArNiNg eAch dAy nEw tHiNgs… tRyiNg t0 0VeRc0M pRoBLeMs & s0 oN & 0N….
tiMe pAsSiNg iN hErE iS fAst… cAnt iMagiNe dAt… bEiNg iN TARc oSo fAst… 2 yEaRs iN tHis coLLeGe liAo… hAiz… stUdy bEc0MiNg m0rE tUff… wAt t0 dO… stiLL hAv t0 hAng 0N…. gAMbaTe… t0 mE & aLL mY fReNs & mY iMpoRtANt pPL tHat d0eS cHaNgeSe iN mY LiFe… tHaNks u….
~ta ta~

cHoiCe? cHaNcE? d0 i eVeR hAv tHiS iN mY LiFe? cAn i cHooSe dA tHiNg i WaNteD it s0 MuCh? cAn i hAv aNotHeR cHaNce t0 rEpAiR mY miStAke? cAn i chOoSe t0 hAv mY dReAm c0M tRuE? tHeRe iS n0tHiNg 4 Me t0 d0 it… OnY cAN c it SliPpiNg aWay wiTHoUt d0iN aNytHiNg.. eVeN iF i sPeAk it… d0 iT.. taKe dA 1st StEp… wAt’s dA diFfErEnE? Os0 eND uP uNpRediCtAbLe… t0t oFf giViNg iT uP… siLeNt stILL dA tHiNg i d0 m0sT wiTh0uT heArt bRoKeN oR sAd… hAIz…
LiFe fULL 0f pRoBLeMs…. w0ndEriNg wHeN it g0iN t0 eNd it… tiLL dA dAy i DiE? oR 4eVeR wiThoT s0LutiOn? tHiNkiNg t0O mUcH maKe mE goiN siAo siAo. sOt sOt liAo…. cAnt sTop mY miNd sPiNiNg wiT "???" … h0Pe 1 dAy… aLL mY pRoBLeMs cAn eNd…
s0mEtiMe mSg cAn Lift u Up… s0MetiMe cAn tHroW u dOwn dEeP oN dA gRoUnd hUrtInG u… w0Rds sEeMs sO stR0Ng & p0WeRfUlL.. LiKe tWo-EDgE sWoRd… s0Me wOrd wiLL sTaY 4eVeR iN uR hEaRt, uR miNd…. c0z iS mEAN s0 mUch… wOrDs….
tiMe iS rUniNg oUt 4 Me jUz tHiNkiNg & h0PiNg 4 Da iMpoSsiBLe t0 hAppEn…. tiMe w0Nt sToP wAit 4 Me oR eVeN u to sOLvE pRoBLeMs tHeN mOve… s0 hoPiNg mY dAys wiLL bE beTtER & aBlE t0 gEt On My hArD RoAd aHeAd… pRayiNg t0 GOD eAcH dAy tO sTrEngTheN mE s0 i CaN mOvE oN… duNo uNtiL weN i CaN hOLd 0N….

t0Day, mY ex-CoUrSe ReP LeaViNg uS t0 AUS t0 sTuDy..
WeN wE 1sT rEaCH KLiA tHeRe, c Da CaR pARk… i wAs tHiNkiNg bAck dAt lOng tiMe aGo, wEN wAitiNg mY mUm bAck fRoM kOMmEnWeLL gAMe i tHiNk… dEn aS we WeN iN… i Was tHinKinG dA tiMe i gO to SaRaWaK wEN i WaS jUz aftER fOrM 3… dAt wAs mY 1sT miSsiOn tRiP tHeRe… it wAs a GrEat tiMe tHeRe… n0 rEgRet g0iN tHeRe…..
ok ok.. bAck t0 mAiN p0iNt…. wE rEaCh KLiA mORe eArLy tHeN oUr bOoN yUeN… hehe…. DeN g0 wALk wALk aRoUnd….. wAiTiNg hIm t0 aRRiVe…. WeN hE rEacH… cAn c HiS fAmiLy & cOuSiN osO tHeRe…qUitE mAnY pPL…. dEn g0 eAt Mc.D , DeN tAke s0Me piC as MemoRy…. nOw, dA tiMe iS fiNaLLy c0M… hE g0iN iN LiAo… LucKy MaNaGe giV hIm a hUg… fEeL sAd sEeiNg hIM LeAve…. aCtUaLLy, wAntEd t0 cRy oSo.. buT cAn tAHaN…. hehe..
tiMe ReALly fAst… kNowiNg hIm 2 yEaRs LiAo…. dEn n0w LeaViNg uS LiAo…. hiAz… bUt gLaD dAt sTiLL mAnAge t0 "sUng" hIm aEroPlAne, & g0 tO hiS fAReWeLL….. dAts aLL i CaN d0… h0PiNg hE iN AUS wiLL bE hApPy & cHeARfULL aLL dA tiMe… t0 u My fReN… wiSh u aLL dA vErY bEst iN uR sTuDy & oSo LiFe tHeRe….

LiFe iS gEtTing MoRe & mORe c0MpLicAted… eAch dAy aHeAd bRinGiNg m0Re & mOrE pRoBLeMs… iN LuV LiFe? iN sTuDy LiFe…. iN aLL oSo c0M… dUnNo uNtiL h0w LoNg i cAn hOLd mY LiFe 2gEtHeR… aLtHouGH PpL mAy c Me sMiLe =) hApPy hApPy aLL dA tiMe, bUt iNsiDe mY hEad is aLwAz 24 hRs sPiNiNg wit ProBLeMs… wiT QueStiON… aLL " ????????? " iN it wiTHoUt aNy soLuTion… w0NdEriNg wEn wiLL mY dReAM wiLL c0M tRuE… mY hApPy dAy & tiMe wiLL LasT L0NgEr… c0z M0sT OF dA tiMe, mY hApPiNeSs LeAd t0 pAiNeSs & sAdnEsS… eVen n0w, tHiNkiNg bAck 0f My pAsS… dA pRoBLeMs i FaCe.. tHe tHiNg i ExPeRiEnCe… sTiLL tHeRe HuRtiNg… mAyBe mY hEaRt aLReAdy g0t a BIG hOLd iN it… mY w0uNd hEaLiNg iN sLoW sPeEd & b4 aBLe t0 hEaL it tHeN c0Mes aNotHeR stOry… aNotHeR h0Ld wAs buiLd.. hAiz… wiT aLL tHis tHiNg… eVeN wiT uNsLoVe qUeStiOn, pRoBLeMs… LiFe w0Nt st0P hERe… n0 mAttER hOw mY LiFe sUck… h0w MuCh i wiSh mY dReAM t0 c0M tRuE… it w0Nt… buT tiMes jUz pAss iT by….
m0St oF dA tiMe i wAs tELLiNg My fReN, cLosE fRen, fReN dAt fAce tHeIR dAys wiT sMiLE… hAnDLe pRoBLeMs LiKe tReAtInG it as A pARt oF gRowiNg pRoCeSs… tReAt it as a tHiNg dAt wiLL hELp tHeM gRoW… LetiNg tHem t0 c eVeRy pRoBLeMs is S0MetHiNg g0Od bEhiNd it…. bUt, tALkiNg is MucH moRe EasY tHeN d0iN iT… jUz bE aBLe t0 HaNg On it….
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